Channel for Hurricane Sandy- source Gaia Earth speaking



"We must change or be destroyed. The energies on this planet are "out of balance", The female energies are underrepresented. They must take their rightful place. We have noticed that the people surrender to natural forces. They should be surrendering to the Divine all along. The people are moving too fast. They are working too much. The people are aging, and we must stop this. In NYC, the flow is too quick. The pace must slow down. Water slows down the pace of NYC. We are predominantly a "fire" element culture here. We will burn ourselves out unless we stop. In NYC, the Goddess in underrepresented. She must be represented here in the city. We are dumbing down the culture so "nothing is sacred". God is sacred. So now, natural disastersare sacred. Something must change. The old is dying. Prepare for a new way of being where everyone is tapped intoa higher consciousness- "spiritual utopia". NYC is a blueprint of Atlantis, and if need be, Earth reminds us that she too can send ocean waves of 25 feet to 200 feet to submerge the island of NYC. o not kill our island. Raise your vibration. Raise your consciousness. Do not let others "dumb you down". If they do, find friends with higher intellect and higher consciousness. You are NOT allowed to pollute this environment anymore. Not allowed. Be prepared. This is the first of my many changes. Be prepared. Be alert."

I can't wait to see wonderful kids and teens this weekend. We are responsible for an entire new group of children- "crystal, diamond" children. These are new-agisms fot highly attuned, spiritual children who being born right now. The secrets of anapana respiration are amazing. I am highly motivated to train this new group of children. Here is a video of the technique and practice-

http://www.children.dhamma.org/en/videos/seeds.shtml

Transformation for the New Year

In July 2012, I did seva with The Amma team in NYC. This year we were at the Javits center. From the first trickle of people coming in to receive darshan, I could feel the love and change coming in waves to help all of us ascend. It is amazing. The last eight months haven't been eas but let's just say I won't forget them. All three days the home of divine feminine energy charged itself in NYC. Even the most male-oriented followers came in droves to see Mother Ammachi for a blessing, It is always a pleasure to serve Mother. This year I could feel a silent blessing working inside of me- sealing all the parts to finally make them whole.

Working with this energy really helped me in August. It has occurred to me now that old forms of energy are quickly leaving the planet. Ome of them I would like to focus on is patriarchal patterns of control. Gurus are no longer applicable, however a spiritual student might like to study with a spiritual teacher. I am here to say that teachers come in all forms, dark and light.  In my experience, it is no longer necessary for me to work with male teachers. Let's just say my experience this year took the cake and I no longer need to surround myself with people who are uncomfortable with the strength and power of women. I can suround myself with those who enjoy the Divine Feminine. Masks and betrayals come in every shape and size, and it's always nice to see the little individual peering out from behind the "Wizard of oz" curtain. It teaches us. However, on a new planet and paradigm of Earth in the Ascension, misogyny and name-calling of women will not be accepted on any terms. Women and men are free to be in balance and alignment with this New Earth and live in harmony and peace. Amen baby!

I'm loving it- Teaching children meditation

Dear Vipassana Meditation Center,

Thank you so much for the opportunity to serve as a group leader for children's meditation workshops... this experience was absolutely wonderful. I had an opportunity to deepen my meditation practice and interact with children. I absolutely love kids and I am sure it won't be too long before I have a baby of my own. Peaceful, natural, organic!

Sincerely,

Sareena

Vipassana Meditation Center

This meditation center is really really good, The ability to observe oneself and truly know the inner parts is an excellent tool. I cannot tell you how many times I have thought to myself- what a great tool for family and friends. I had enlisted for a dhamma service period and a three- day course. This was absolutely essential for my daily practice. One hour of meditation in the morning and one hour at night. It sincerely changes your perspective and takes you out of your misery. I can tell you it has changed people's lives. It makes you more yourself. Clearer, happier and freer.

Messages and Visions and Guides

This post speaks about the last month and my journey out of NYC. I spent some days with my mother. I forgave her for her abusive ways when I was a child and I got to know her as a person. She was a very hurt soul but still had sunshine in her heart when she remembered herself as a young mother. Then I went to the Vipassana Meditation Center and they taught me how to meditate. I was suddenly engrossed in this new spirital direction. I wa alive and learning new things. Still, with everything going on, I had no clue that I no longer belonged in New York City. I mean - hey wait I suspected it. Things were hard sometimes but never this hard. I'm doing all this spiritual work. no something was wrong. Fnally, finally, my intuition kicks in and I realize. Wow- what a realization. I'm all grown up. I don't need to defer to anyone. I can change my GPS freely. I'm done. It was then that I realized I needed a break from NYC for me. Everything has been done already. No more fresh juice. No more fresh ideas. I am sufficiently worn out. I want to begin in some unknown town and I am freely truely myself now.

Come on, New York, you're like an old lover. you will always have a special place in my heart, You always will. But I've got to move on now and heal and find different parts of myself.

Living Anew

Well.. this is it- big boys and girls.. I'm leaving New York City and every pore in my body is singing singing singing..it's over. I've been here snce after college and I'm done. I no longer am relevant in this city and I am eager to start my life anew somewehere somewhere in Massachusettes. I'll always charge NYC to my "combat years'. But it is over!!!

The symptoms were there.. I was drowning in NYC. I was in a job which I hated in the last two years and I felt taken advantage of. I was working long hours and then- suddenly I wondered what am I a running around for..this is crazy.NYC functions like a huge big matrix and the matrix runs deep. Whether you take the red pill or the blue pill, you are still trapped in a "ratrace". Lots of power, control and money make ts city go arund, but I didn't feel the humanity towrds the end. But there it is.. I spent my early adult years rolling around in it. It's tiring. It's old. And it's dated. There are other cities of prominence.
Thank you for sustaining me for nearly 15 years. Now I'm done. Headed out to the best!